i've decided that i want to start a prompt table. is that what it's even called? i'm not doing it for realsies, though, because i get this feeling like i'm not that committed to it. HAHA. we'll see. my pairing is going to be jake/leah. who else?


( table )

Title Apologies
Rating PG
Characters Sam Uley, Leah Clearwater
Word Count 100
Prompt Redemption

( Apologies )

I didn't mind you blaming me for your mistakes,
I just held you in the doorframe through all of the earthquakes.
But you packed up your clothes in that bag every night,
and I would try to grab your ankles (what a pitiful sight.)
But after over a year, I stopped trying to stop you from stomping out that door,
coming back like you always do.



ugh i only have two songs off of this album (hopsice -the antlers) but i am already so in love with it. i just wanna fic to it so bad!

in other news, my two afternoon classes got cancelled today, so i basically the whole day free. i really should take a shower, but i want to take a nap. i know i have a lot of shit to do, but i don't know exactly what it is.

ah, thus is the pattern of my life.

need better icons. meh.

so i'm back at school. back to the old grind, i guess.

for eleven days only? huh, that's weird.

finals are next week. meh. well thank god i'm a music major, eh?

except for physics...

Title Mix Tape
Characters Paul, Leah Clearwater
Rating PG
Word Count 100

( Mix Tape )

Title Accidents
Prompt Crash
Characters Jacob Black, Leah Clearwater
Rating PG
Word Count 100

( Accidents )

so lets talk about how i literally hate chapter four of into the sun. like literally. i hate it. i just despise it so much. i just want to whisper bad things about it behind its back. i just want to set a bag of flaming dog shit on its doorstep. i just want to egg its car.

bahhhhh!

Title Resolutions
Characters Sam Uley, Leah Clearwater
Rating PG
Summary He knows everything about her. How could he not? Every little thing, like how much she truly loves her brother, or how she never eats the blue m&m’s because the color is strange or how when she was a freshman in high school, she listened to the same n’sync song for four days straight. How could he forget?
Notes Quote at the beginning taken from Jack's Mannequin's "Rescued"

So last night at dinner I was accused of writing pornography. HA! I had been asking my dear friend Carrie about some things that I had planned on writing later. She then jokingly held an intervention for me at dinner. I didn't end up telling her that I write fanfiction. Maybe one of these days...

Title Samson
Characters Leah Clearwater, Sam Uley
Rating PG13
Summary Even through all the anger and hurt she feels, she knows she will forgive Sam. What else is there to do? Sam is the only man she has ever loved, and she’s sure that he always will be.
Notes Song lyrics (at the beginning and end) are from Regina Spektor's "Samson" It's great! I suggest you listen to it. Maybe even listen to it while reading the fic...

Characters Leah Clearwater, Jacob Black
Rating R
Summary "Now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun"
Notes Title and quote from summary taken from "On your Porch" by The Format. Come join me in my first foray into the world of chaptered fics!

Title Best I'll Ever Be
Characters Leah Clearwater
Rating R
Summary she's at a phone booth in portland. how she got there, she's not quite sure. all she knows is she's chasing something that might not even exist.
Notes Mature subject matter. Title taken from "Best I'll Ever Be" by Sister Hazel

Title Into the Sun, chapter one
Characters Leah Clearwater, Jacob Black
Rating R
Summary "Now it's time to step out of the desert and into the sun"
Notes Title and quote from summary taken from "On your Porch" by The Format. Come join me in my first foray into the world of chaptered fics!

( Into the Sun, chapter one )</div>

Title The World Spins Madly On
Characters Leah Clearwater, Jacob Black
Rating PG
Summary “Did you know you can’t smoke at IHOP now?” she says. “Is that so?” he says. She takes the square from his hand, inhales it, rolls it around her lungs and says

( The world is falling apart )

my computer crashed and i lost all my files, so. ehhh.

all my WIPs are gone. sucks. whatever, they were going no where anyways.

what i'm really worried about is how to recover my music without buying any programs

today i went to the salvation army with jaz and bought three shirts a jacket a blazer and ELEVEN pairs of knitting needles for eighteen dollars.

so basically that was the best day ever.

Title Hit the Switch
Characters Leah Clearwater, Sam Uley, Emily Young, Jacob Black
Rating PG13
Summary  It's Friday night again. Leah is telling herself to remember this moment; remember all the hard work it took to feel this way. Next thing she knows, she has vomit on the front of her shirt. This is a pattern.

marie,

i love you more than any word could ever express. i could spend the rest of my life with my face in a dictionary, but no word will ever be good enough to describe you. i wish there was something i could do to make this not real, but even so, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me. you have been such an amazing friend and hopefully i was able to do the same for you.

i will always remember you.

is a long time. to not post i mean.

so heres whats going on:
i have an audition on friday then another on saturday and am, surprisingly, not that stressed out. next week i am going to texas for my cousin's wedding. so basically my next two weeks are shortened (yay!).

i graduate from high school in a measly three months and i have been thinking about college A LOT lately. i've even started looking at different things with which to furnish my dorm room (and i don't even know where i'm going yet!).

i'm dually thrilled and terrified of this whole thing. i haven't been away from my family for a very long time, so hopefully i won't get so homesick that i get depressed. that would ruin things considerably. every high schooler wants to go to a college away from home so they can be independent of their parents, by my parents are freaking awesome, so i'm not quite sure how i feel about that.

also, i'm in a very musical mood lately. as in, i've been listening to musical soundtracks for the past couple hours now (little women, last five years, etc etc).

OH and, wtf prom? i'm kind of stressed out about that right now. i don't even know why. it just occurred to me that instead of asking the guy i want to ask maybe i should wait a little longer and see if anyone asks me. maybe this isn't a good idea. i don't know. but like i said, wtf prom?


okay i mean i guess that's it.


out.

woke up at eight o clock went to rehearsal from nine to four and did NOTHING.

well not nothing. I did two warm ups and then knit for like three hours and then did crew for a little while.

got back went to target with my cousin but some gloves FINALLY and there were only like three pairs left (because i guess its not cold out anymore, even though its like four degrees tonight) and i bought best pair out of the shittiest selection ever :D.

then i went to get a hot chocolate at the starbucks there but they didnt have any so i got a caramel machiatto instead and the AWESOME barista there gave it to me for FREE. she was great.


so that was my day :D



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